So I haven’t been posting in a while mainly because when I felt like I had something to share I just stopped that feeling from taking over me and ignored it... I kept doing this just to see if I could actually push these feelings back because I didn’t think anyone would want to hear what I had to say which turned out to be wrong... Many people around me started to notice and asked me what was wrong and I didn’t have an answer for them mainly because I myself wasn’t sure what I was doing or why I was doing it... If you’re a person like me you tend to overthink whatever you’re doing and let those thoughts take over you and forget the whole point as to why you were thinking in the first place... In this process I learnt who my true friends were and who were the people who actually cared about me and also learnt about the people who were friends with me just for the sake of popularity or just to use me but this process also has its negatives... I felt...